Let me introduce myself. I am Clover and currently 16 years of age. Clover is by the way, not my actual name, I just use it cause I think it sounds cute. Also, there is no "the" Clover when I'm talking about myself. I think every person has multiple versions of themselves. One they are to themselves, one they appear to be for others and the third one is one they wish to be. For me that is "Me, She and Him". Him is for I take myself as, Me is who I wish to be and She is who I probably appear for others. I am not transgender, I have no desire to be seen as a man by others, but I cannot help myself but view Me as traditionally male.
Often in my mind, I feel like a gross loser guy in his early twenties. Someone who took computer science as his major in Uni because he wanted to create videogames, but never did anything, and now is rotting in his mothers basement while anime girls moan in the background. He knows he will never live that life. He will never feel the touch of another woman, so he took the pew pew and did the deed. Now he got reborn as a cute lesbian girl! What a fortune! He probably thinks he can finally live the teenage slice of life romcom he saws in his pedobait mangas, but NO. The girl has the same personality as him, being a loser that cannot even do eye contact with pretty girls. When he looks at the mirror, he does not recognize this body at his own. He only sees a girl staring back at him. He wants to kiss her, so he does.
She is a nice girl. Nothing out of the odinary. Others probably see her as shy, weird, normal or everything at once maybe? She has talents, dreams, and of course, fears. Art and Story-making are one of her skills, playing Minecraft is and watching cartoons is one of her favourite activities to do. When she is older, she originally wanted to be a animator or comic-maker, but in this age of AI and the ecenomy, she should probably choose a more safer job option, for now. She settled for criminal investigation, or maybe journalism would be fun? Something that will keep her busy. A excuse. A reason not to marry. If she has a good paying job, maybe then her parents won't be dissapointed or/and angry if she reveals that she has no desire marriage or children. Her parents talk about her future, but only about the fact that she will give nice grandkids and marry a succesful husband. She worries a lot, but atleast for now she is just a teenager that is having fun with her friends at school
Me. Me is who I finally want to be. Someone funny, confident, unafraid to say or do anything. Someone tall, preferably 165 cm tall. And buff. Mmmm yeah, muscles!!! Not totally buff. Maybe just a little toned. I want to have many skills. Skateboarding, being good at sports, singing, breakdancing, knowing 5 languages and being able to socialise. Nothing much else to say
So yeah, thats general information about me. I will try my best to do entries daily, but I will likely do them once or twice a week