Ooooh friendships

I find it interesting how clothes can determine your mood and even personality. Today at school, I bought the new college bomber jacket from the spirit shop and it looked so cool. The coolest thing ever I wore. No, the second coolest thing. The coolest thing ever was the leather jacket I had in second grade.

In P.E. class, we played floor hockey, it has been our topic since a week. I find it pretty fun, but I am not that good at it. I was mainly the goal keeper, but I sucked at it. I rather play in the field but they won't let me. A big beefy guy classmate bumped into me and I almost fell to the ground, however I'm not upset cause i find big beefy guys really hot (despite identifying myself as a lesbian). My friend, let's call her Rabbit, because her two front teeth are big enough for her not to be able to close her mouth properly, has been getting on my nerves the whole time. First she kept ignoring me (probably because I didn't give her those glowing dinosaur figures I had won at the food festival). Then she realized I wasn't reacting to that, so she kinda acted like a dick by insulting me. Those insults weren't bad enough for me to call her out or feel hurt, but they were suprising and started getting on my nerves. Such a luck that I only share PE and English class with her! I feel bad for not liking her as much as I like my other friends, since she is in general a kind and cute girl. She just happens to be homophobic and ableist but aghhh

My other friend, let's call her uuhhhh, Pinkie, because of her glowing bright neon pink backpack, was absent today. She is absent a lot, because she has sensory issues. Like, her ear and head hurts all the time. That must be such a pain to live with. I get along with her pretty well because of common interests and humor. She is the only (real life) person I can make sexual jokes or any jokes that seem weird. Rabbit keeps side-eyeing me or saying I'm weird, even when I make the mildest of jokes. OR EVEN WHEN IM NOT JOKING. I SAID THE WORD CONDOM IN A CONVERSATION AND SHE GASPED. AAAAH WHAT.

Lastly there is Fujoshi. As her name suggests, she is a fujoshi. I spend most of my time with her, since I share the most classes and clubs with her. It's hard to make jokes or reference things with her, since she lived in China since... always, and her English is not that perfect. I mean, it is good at talking level, but she doesn't understand us or the teachers that often. Just recently a few months ago she moved to here where I live. However that doesn't stop us from laughing together and finding topics to talk about. Only she and Pinkie know about some of my secrets.

Also there is W, the friend I had the longest time. Since I was 12 or 13 I think. I would consider him my best friend actually. I won't elaborate more cause he knows about this website. Hi W!!!